I just finished reading a book about the Rwanda genocide. "Betch'll Never Find Another," by Chantay Savage Like James Ingram said "There's just no easy way to break somebody's heart." I'll continue to pray that he will find someone who will honor his positive attributes. He's called me twice this week, but I haven't returned his call there's really not much to say. I think it would be too painful to attempt to be friends after experiencing intimate moments (which I enjoyed). I'm still not dealing with Kindheart too much. I'm sure he'll be disappointed.Īside from that, the one and only Losojosnuevos is doing well. It will indeed be interesting to see how everything goes down. Actually, a lot of my family members want to know what I've been up to since I've been in the "Dirty South." Although, in my opinion, everyone always thought I'd develop into a homo, I was never "out" to anyone in NY. From what my mom and sisters have told me, he's curious as to why I'm not dating a woman. My biggest concern, however, is how he will respond when I acknowledge my sexual orientation. From conversations we've had, I get the feeling he is expecting me to behave as I did when I was a teenager, which is not going to happen. It will be interesting to see how we respond to each other. I'll probably head on to my hometown and visit my family members, especially my father, who I have not seen since about 1996 (give or take a year). I have not been back to the Big Apple since 2002. I have not decided whether I want to go to San Francisco or New York.
I'm also going on vacation later this month. If only I could stick to my dictation schedule. I can't wait to see it on the shelves in bookstores nationwide. I don't mean to toot my own horn, but my writing is damn good. It's interesting when you revisit something you have stepped away from. Speaking of books, I am trying to get mine ready for the copyright office.
Additionally, I'm reading a book titled Jocks, which consists of a series of stories about gay high school and college athletes. Right now I'm reading The Naked Truth: Young, Beautiful, and (HIV) Positive by Marvelyn Brown. Aside from working and working out, I have been reading a lot more lately.